Story Of A Lonely Guy

2010-10-07T08:39:00.001+08:00

NO LOVE LOST,NO LOVE FOUND.

2010-01-27T14:17:00.002+08:00

Wow hello people.haha.im back and its not a good year to start with.i have to start from scatch again.bla bla bla bla.wellthis year by right im 20 but by left i dun feel like one.i miss my teens life.miss my frends and the the stuff that i do.i have yet to noe the real me.jealous of people whos better then me?i guess.im nt trying to say that im best of what im glad what i have in my life.but at times seeing people who is better then u really pissed u off.

And to so called apple,stop being a ^&%&^$.you last min cancel plan can?but i cant?pfft.nvm forget it.no point of fighting.useless juggie,useless.

bye for now.ill see if my mood is there to blog again.tc people=)

2009-04-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

Why this happen.why??

wats up with us??y are we like this??izit my fault for not give u the love that u want??
or izit we just dun click with each other??

i noe ive hurt u alot of times...and so do you..i want make things right but i cant.i i wish i cud turn back time but i cant.i wish today is the day i first knew u,but i cant.

look,u are now in 3rd year in poly,u have a stable life and a great family.but not me.im still in ite first year.i failed one subject and i cant move to 2nd year.izint it shithead.and my family is unstable at the moment.thats the reason why at times im mad at u for no reason.i dun wish to have my life this way.but its just fate.i have to deal with the fate.yes i noe maybe now im poor and stuff,but soon i noe things will change.

You shud find sumone who is better looking,understand you and be there for you wen ure down

im sorry ive failed you.not one not twice...but many times....

you have a bright future,but mine is a shithead

so long my kick arse girlfrend...i wun forget u,wat we did,the happy moments and who knows we will be together again...

your still my frend,kick arse frend=)

2009-04-22T22:17:00.004+08:00

little hi little low preety boys and handsome girls

Well may i ask u guys a ques?how do u feel if u ever left behind or let down by your frends,family gf/bf and etc?

yea thats wat happen in my life now...its kinda suxs..life is so unpredictable.
i have to repeat 6 month of my life cause i failed one subject in one of my module.
do u think its worth repeating??i put all my effort and this is what i get??SHITHEAD
And out of 33 student repeat student,only 4-6 student turn up for lesson.BRAVO!!
i have to endure this shit life..for another a year and half.

Nowadays its kinda hard to get job even if its just part time job.

how i wish i can turn back time but hey *snap² reality check* i have to move on..i always wonder what will i be in the next 5- 10 years.a successful peroson or a shithead.

lets talk about music,firstly i noe its my fault that i cant went for jamming with my bandmate.i have reason for doing so.to be honest,i dun feel like were in a band.its like most of us buzy.i dun mind all that and i dun think we have the same taste of music..so maybe its better off were just do our own thing..i cant be a drummer or a guitarist.im a shithead.so i hope u guys find a new drummer aite a gd one.

thats all folks,
SHITHEAD

2009-03-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

well,ive read all the things u have to say to me.it hurt for sum.if u think is relationship is gettin no where,den lets just stop this shit.

i dun wish u to feel hurt or lost trust on me..and please,i have reason for lying to you.it dosent make sense to u if i tell u so just be it.
im sorry for all the nonsense i did to you.and if u think im a jerk,then y bother to entertain me??

opps did i say sorry??sorry duzen shange a thing rite?pfft

ive gt nothing to say.

im just so fuck up

its been 3-4 years like this....

take care noe
bye² then

2009-03-11T21:31:00.002+08:00

well²...hie people.

Today was a great day..yeah but neh but yeah but neh.erm yeah i guess.play L4D with my classmate was fucking cool...i died the last part,as always.pfft.

time pass very the fast.Tmr i'll be taking my 2nd paper exams..i hope to get GPA of 3 and above..areospace is the course i wan.grr.

turning 19 isnt sumthing to be proud about.yeah im 19 so what

well thats all...

take care now.gd bye then

i do miss u.yet u dint wish me for my bdae.pfft

2009-03-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

exams are ard the corner and yeah,stressfull. and im now playing a lan game called left for dead.boring² yet so interesting.

oh yea hope i get a job as a part time teacher for primary sch kiddo.izit a teacher?i dunnoe.haha.hopefully lah.

and emo girlfie is super hot today.and i like ur pic emogirlfie.been there done that supid stuff we did.was amazed.

nike airmax will i buy soon.take care and so long dudes and dudette

2009-01-28T08:48:00.003+08:00

Morning people.how are you people been doing lately?fine?hope so?

HMM,i kinda miss my both my bestfrend and fadhila.well they are now buzy with life.
and as for me i kill time studying,playing soccer and play music..

i cant believe the drama that im in,the flood is getting stronger.i dun think they noe that i noe how to swim.haha random

Oh ya i just got a new sweather frm adiyat, my sec buddy.kinda nice and cool.but² gt lots of lil heart.k yan,dun be a fussy.lol.kk

and i dun think im in the position of being a 19 year old boy soon.i am still 9 year old boy ok.haha.
well i wanna watch breakout.woohoo.alone i guess.and i nee to fine a job asap.haha.

PEACE OUT PEOPLE.

2009-01-21T09:39:00.003+08:00

Life is uneasy.Lets just face the music.wen ure rice and cool people go gaga on you not to mention ur bestfriend.but wen ure down and broke,the just left you alone.So F up sia.

Im doing great in sch.coming to sch most everyday.except sat and sun.haha.im trying like hell to catch up with my sch stuff.i still gt so many project to do. n my friend beside me is totally COOL!(SERIOUSLY ITS NT ME WHO TYPE IT OUT).

I wanna watch breakout!!!

k im done

i still love you.dun ask,BITCH

2008-11-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

Lil hi Lil low people.life has been sucky for me.yeah frends,family relationship all stuff.kecing* heres the stories goes

i will be moving out of my house soon.which is soon.and it was the stupidiest thing to do cause the area of my house is near too shopping centre,interchange and lrt.and i love my childhood days being a kiddo play soccer catching and all time fav,see-saw.well,i wun be meeting my two hot and cool neighbour.N1 and N2.and i like to tnks to my brother for doink all this.Tnks bro!

The next one,im such a useless kid,and im sorry sis for that.i like to be alone and dun ever blame my frends for all these cause they did nothing.dont worry,as soon as i step out of this school of mine and have a cert,i will work to support the family aite.well sis just want to say,even if ure a irritating sis,i still love you.no matter what you and mum will always be loved by me.wihout both of you,theres no me i guess.*history*

Next,lets talk bout friends,well to be honest,i dunnoe why im still a kiddo.i like making frend but i love to be alone.Even i have a bestfriend,Muddathir,is like hes just a hi and bye frend.and worst part,sorry to say this bro but my sis and lala noes it too,wen he have problem ,he find us but wen he dun,he just treat us like a dust.Cool or what sia.he change alot, for me.wen i look for a job,i think of you and ask wether u want it or not,but wen u have a job,u just kept silence.what thts suppost to mean???nvm just forget what i say.well to yat,zali,ariff and kavi,u guys are the best ever friend i have.tnks to u guys i noe how to play soccer and disturb people.nyehaha.And for fav gf is aida,aini and fai.tnks to them i noe to be in relationship,talk bout girls which we like or fun like.yeah.cool.and for my bandmates,i miss luq,kyer and ryd.tnks to the i noe how to be in a band .for now all my frends are gone,they all have things to settle,their life, their career,their studies and BGR.understand understood.as for my new bandmate,they are cool but sorry to say this,i cant cooperate with you guys.after a long period of not hitting the drum,im back to my olden days.haha.give me some time to brush up.and maybe just maybe,i will quit the band due to my family problem.hais

The last,why people be very mean towards me?
I have this workpiece to hand in by next week and i was the first to finish it and was the first to lost it.Nabey teng².i noe one of my frend took it.hiaz.this is why i like to be alone.frends cant be trusted.yeah!.Now,i have to redo my workpiece.Shit,THIS IS LIFE!

thats it friends and alibis....And this blood on my hand is something i cannot forget

and i love Sha semut=)

2008-11-05T13:22:00.003+08:00

Finally,exams are over things and life getting better...i really glad to live.live without dotdot.ehahah

i miss my old friends...they really cool.and yeah i miss the mickey and family*fadhila*muddathir*aini.sob².well next wekk got to meet aini and miss yani la oi cool

i do admit me myself go gaga on you..but now u keeping a distance away from me,im so done over you.it hurts alot but lucky for me i dun have high hopes on you.i hope you will leave happy ever after.doinks

well.till here people.and i aim for 4 pointer

P.S tom and bill cute².haha

2008-10-15T13:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE,I MISS YOU GUYS..HMM I WONDER WHATS NEXT STEP FOR THIS BLOGY OF MINE?HMM...I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!!!!!1

Well,life is great.after i noe the real story on why she dumped me...she is a fuckbitch after all....haha fuck...sorry if im being harsh..sch is best at some part of it.new classmate new people,new teacher and same fucking food.

i will update more if i have the time and last but nt least,

TOKIO HOTEL ARE COOL.

2008-06-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

WELL IM BACK....SORRY FOR THE LATE POST BTW..I DONT THINK PPL READ MY BLOG ANYMORE..WELL JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT..

WELL FOR ME LIFE HAS BEEN UPS AND DOWN...ERR Y IM WRITING IN CAPS..HAIYO..KK SORRY..

Ok cool.back to the story...yea i do have some probs but nevertheless cey haha i overcome them...wat the heck...i feel weird for the past 4 month....i miss those time at home playing com and stuff..like chat with frends disturb people...btw being 18 is not something to be proud of seriously...erm...yea.NOT AT ALL

ok i need to go to the toilet so ill be back by next week...hehe actually im not feeling well...

and i miss ALL OUT,CERRY,SHOEBOX,ANGEL,N1 AND N2...HAIS...

TRALALA LOVE YOU ^^"

2008-05-13T08:59:00.002+08:00

HIYAK DUSH!

and thats for dumped me hendro!haha.just joking.may u and fai build a happy family and live happily ever after aite..haha!

OK TO THE STORY>>>>>

i miss someone....so badly..and i wish u cud accept me back...grr.

ive heard a lot of stories about you and him..yeah.i noe im being a corkhead.haha.but i do miss you..yeah

i miss adik so much...hope she can come for the gig.and talking bout gig 1st june ade gig sio...kat hard rock cafe...if im right the tix price is expensive...

i need a new drumstick ladey

tmr i gt interview with the student council so yea cork day again.pfft.

P.S HENDRO AND FAI ARE COOL COUPLE...NOT OF THE YEAR..HAHA..

2008-05-06T10:02:00.003+08:00

Hello pretty guys and handsome girls....

im sorry for not updating my bloggy...i miss by alot of pepople.I GUESS.haha.

life is simple and nice for me now..but i need to work yaww..haha...i want drum la dey...not key board guitar and mic.

and i donne if i can play drum that good cause im still sucks at it.double paddle was shitto.
and fai want to perform gig?gosh.nvm at least i try to play well ok.travis wannabe on the loose

cant wait to jam with my side band...wohoo....happy birthday....and i miss you!

2008-03-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

well well well,can i pls say or i mean shout for 5 sec?here we go

PEOPLE OF BLOGGY I MISS YOU SEY!

Yeah im back people and i dun think u care..haha so?
okok i miss everyone and i miss my com to bad this izint my com hais

life?life wen up and down but for now its in balance..gald that shes gone from my life..afterall what my frends said was true...sand yea reality check,im not a playboy.cant wait this 14 april..nyehaha meet new frends.wee~but thats not the moment of madness but its 4 days lef to the moment of madness...it can be happy or sad..depends.

As for today,work was cool can relax abit.i mean a bit ok.after working met my cute lil sis,adira.shes so cute and her 2 frends was damn funny.i also dunnoe y i laugh with u guys...haha cool².hope to see you guys in the future..

well just want to say that life is uneasy...

P.S (rogue<3)

2008-01-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

Here i am saying Hi and there u are saying Bye...i really dont understand you..when ure lonely u find me and wen ur not u just hack care...is that your true colour?Anyway wen out with frends.haha takleh angkat.Tak pernah pakai webcam eh?hoho.and tmr going dover for sumthing special and i hope i can get it...one word..PLEASE..

To that so called matrep sesat...try mess around with me...and trust me u will regret...pft...
no wonder all my frends damn u...nak step tau main bola je tapi kental..haha podah!meh meh gadoh...tak heran la eh..NBTT...oh yea today i learn new word...BABIBUTOHS and its for u tough guy...

some malay girls are nice and some are so minah..like..eew dun want to talk bout it...saya benci sama kamu...

Im sorry for being mean today cause im kinda feel upset..so people i wun be bloggy-ing,friendster-ing,msn-ing and Hp-ing till 10 Feb....just need to be alone and im not
O Farking Kay!!

15 more days :)

2008-01-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun...yea funny guys...went play soccer at unity primary.i was late as always and the chock part was that only four of use turn up at the field..boring yea but hey we still have fun...aku taknak jadi keeper lagi..ouch*..haha

then went to ariff house and chill for the moment...was fun watching you tube..
ariff cook stuff for us...nice la riff...wee.cool.

after that we went and play badminton...then the four of us tot of joining silat?yan=silat?can?..i dunnoe

anyway today was cool adip went to my house and bring his guitar and we jam without dee and zali...was fun la adip..and i need to get a drumset quick..i want to hit the drum la sey....

P.S IMY

16 more days...

2008-01-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

I gt new wallet and the best part was that i found my old wallet at my workplace...fcuk la sey....but my new wallet is cool...come with white and say no to emo...yea

Today for jamming plan is cancel...so next week jam can?i miss drummie cause thats what i got wen im bored or upset...i will hit the drumlike one mad person..yea so yea...

tmr jaming with adip,zali and newbie keyboardist dee...wee~just for fun yea...

well since its cancel im playing soccer with my frends at unity primary school at 3pm...wee~

imissaishasomuch!

Letsgetbackcauseimmissingyousobadlyineedyouinmylifepleaseunderstandthatmyloveisonlyforyou.

2008-01-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

I'VE LOST MY WALLET..I GUESS!

SAD MODE....i hope i found my wallet soon...

P.S i love you!

2008-01-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

Well...i will like to say tnk q to all my fans..cey am i dremng or sumthing haha.....today was very the very the tired..and people keep asking me when i wanna start schooling...patient people patient...april...and today i fell...i hurt my knee..pft...sakit sey..

well at least not malu..ok la....and to pinky

YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT...
ITS UP TO YOU TO OPEN UR MIND AND EYES...

NYEHAHAHA!!!

AND SAYA RINDU SAMA KAMU!

Riri must hang out with u one day cause im missing u so badly la twinnie...and i wanna meet ur new bf...wee~...and u break ur promise...nvm later wen meet i give u one special present from me...A KNOCK ON THE HEAD!HAHA.

ok people ive gt two words fo you.

SUCK IT!

2008-01-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today wakey² at 10 and clean the house till 12..wow vacum and use the magic clean stuff was like cool...the ahmad and iffah my two lil funtastic kids come to my bro house..yeepee..they are cute very the cute...cik yan miss adik and kakak lah...haha..and ahmad reply was cik yan adik rindu cik yan bile nak tido rumah adik...aww cute nye...i like.haha..

Went out of the house at 3 the caught in the rain...reach penisuler at 4-5....shopping for shoe wee~ buy this new shoe..Tony Hawk Air Walk..ok ah for me...not bad...cause i lost my D.C shoe and the worst part is that i only wear it for one time...NBTT..haha.forget it.

Met fai after finish shoping....have some talking stuff with her...then went for jamming..Trust me i was sucks for todays jam..and so do ryd and fai...just admit it guys...all because theres sumone watching us...MALU LA SEY..and i spoil the drum...wee~....after the so called boring session...we decide to jam only for one hour.then Went to clark KUIH....haha...fai and ryd introduce me to a jamming place...four tone eh?guess so...after that went home....on the second thought...i met aini my bestie..i get pissed off wen aini talk to her frends more then me...puas hati takya jumpe sey...pft...but the gd thing is that she gave me warning that she will be mad and she dunnoe y...and mayb i noe wats the reason...RED LIGHT!...she always like that wen it comes to redlight...kate best frend mah thats y i noe.wahahaha

Went home after that and i was sad that sumone didnt text me...but its ok...ill wait..and u look great in white too my dear.

Iffah+Ahmad=FUNTASTIC KIDS!

OMG TAHTS HORRIBLE YAN!
i LOVE MY NEW HAIR!

MALU EH?

RYD AND FAI!

AGAIN
NOTHING BETTER TO DO SO YEA SIT DOWN AND TAKE PIC!

MY NEW TONY HAWK AIRWALK
RANDOM

IMY LA PINKY.

MY IRONIC WORDS

2008-01-19T14:38:00.000+08:00

Dalam usikku merajuk seketika
Laluku pergi meninggalkan dirimu
Tanpa ku dugaLilin menjadi bara
Gurauanku jadi dilema prasangka

Kau menyangka aku pergi kerna dia
Yang tak pernah wujud dalam alam cinta
Belum sempat ku jernihkan suasana
Engkau pula yang hilang
Entah ke mana

Puas sudah ku mencari
Ku tinggalkan pesan
Ku kirimkan berita
Agar dapatku temui dirimu
Umpama sebutir permata yang sirna

Andai dapat
Ku undurkan putaran dunia
Inginku ubah semula kata
Dan tingkahlakuku yang salah
Agar kita dapat seiring
Di mercu asmara

Tak ingin lagi
Dan tak mahu lagi berpisah
Bukan dengan kerelaan hati
Penyesalan yang tiada kesudahan
Ku tersepit dalam jerat sendiri...

Just move on with your life...i just love you in silence...we're better off that way!

2008-01-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah hair finally done...yess ah...cool..bro dun sebok can? ur hair wun make it...trust me...haha

Work was tired and wen reach home heaven at last....sis ur cooking is superb la....i like eh salah i love..haha

Chat with pinky for wile...it reminds me of the show THE PINKY AND THE BRAIN...haha rabak sey that show..cool jugak ah..

RIRI my twinnie i miss you la...this sunday come plsplspls.....i miss u crazy...since last yr we nvr meet up and talk crap...not to forget,ljs with some oreo and milk....wee~ cool ler ler la sey tui mui mui...remember?haha..

To kunyet girl..i hope u will cure ur infection a.s.a.p...cause ive been there done there.its sucks...and yea go kunyet go kunyet...cute la you...im your mummy?anythng goes..wee~

*We both take our revenge but we still wont feel any better.Im scraped and sober but theres no one listening to me at all.

2008-01-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

i won i won won..yea bro i win u la sey....liverpool will never walk alone.haha..

Cuzzy nui² take care of urself aite...and do take care of ibu otey...

I WANT MILK!milky where are you?i need you..give me some energy for my bones...talking bout bone,
sis told me something that i didnt know since i was young....sis say when i age 2 i went for nose surgery...cause i have infection...i was like wow no wonder i felt weird when i touch my nose bone...haha..and sis say i have a ducth and chinese blood...cool right yea...ducth la sey wait ducthlady..haha...bluek!=P

MISSING SOMEONE SO BADLY....PFFT..=(

I really wanna meet her..dweeb...well first come first serve?...i just wait with smile for you to text me and ask me out..thats all i can do cause for the moment i cant contact you...or reach you....hey girl im missing you so badly la...i miss your voice,smile,smell,hair,nail,skin,eyes!...wow everything bout u i miss can?haha...

i need to meet you this saturday but how?
wait first thing first...do she wanna go out with me?
*yes or no?

ENTEH BANYAK RINDU SAMA ANA LA
haha....

Where are you?i i need you in my life?

PINKY

*if its a yes text me on friday night okie...=P

2008-01-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

FIRST OF ALL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HANISA BTE KOSNO...eh btol kan ur father's name?

MAY YOUR ARMPIT HAIR GROW LONGER MY FREND...
(lepas jugak eh kau tak kene korban this year..)
we've been frends since primary5 and ur badan still maintain..slim habis haha..
anyway ur a cool frend to me...

Today was tired after working.tired damn tired...weak..today i realise sumthing...im really dumb..haha...and yea i miss miss yani,aini and frends...but i miss....sumone more gimme gimme more..haha...

she text me and i was like yess ah...tnks yaww...=)

Jughead feel happy today...and chipmunk ur voice so cute i like.haha.

I still love you!

Rock on bebey

The famous things that i will never let go

I love that sweet!

Want some?

I still love you -_-"

2008-01-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

Wow cool la sey...like finally crush is over...fai didnt noe thatt my leg was hurt...but im happy to play the drum and i saw that guy...ya that guy..hais dun wish to talk bout him anymore...and thnks fai for telling me....im playin the drum after he played it...so yea can say cool....sorry eh face down tak jadi...-_-"....fai voice was cool ryd playng the guitar was cool too....my leg hurts serious sey and thats not cool...but all hard work paid off...haha FUNFUNFUN...but i felt left out after jamming but nvm i can understand....

i was on my way home... i told them i took bus but im in need of milk....haha yea...went to 7-11 but wth no milk so chrysanthemum tea to the rescue....and i saw this girl wear orange skinny jeans ..it was cool and she smile at me so yea me smile back...am i in love with orange?or blue?ahh...both can?haha

oh ya...to angel...yea u can fully forget me now cause i noe u dunwant me anymore so yea dumped me aite..im fine...ywa wat ur bro say was right im sucks...and u dunwant to be with a sucks guy like me...so yea move on find sumone better then me....But one thing for sure i wun forget u and i still....ah nvm no use...up to you if u want to be friends with me or not...i dun mind...and i dun go ard talk bad things bout ppl cause i think twice b4 hurting them.so not to worry aite..:)..i still have frends around me so i guess im fine...and i hope ur not arrogant enough to be my frend..=P....end*

FOLLOW ME EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT?(those words)i love them..wee~

Shes so IBM!

2008-01-13T14:18:00.000+08:00

Well..i dunnoe what to say..im speechless..after what i saw on her blog...i dun regret being with u...lets face it u dont love me...HELLO YAN WAKE UP SHE DONT LOVE YOU FROM THE START! like she said she stop believe in love long time ago....and girl....Hate me today...Hate me tomorrow..Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you.....like i said i wun distrub ur life anymore...ok..

actually what i want to say in that msg was this....I STILL LOVE YOU AND I NEED YOU...

are you happy now?....even if i mean it also u dun care so for wat i say right better for me to put at my blog and if u want to see, u see if u dun want den.BYEBYE....

All i want is to make u happy..so go and have your life and i have mine....youll be happy rite...

all i can do now is wait...9 more years...wow very long sey...wat to do just wait..

Yesterday was great at least for the moment...went play soccer with frends...i tot of asking her out but she didnt reply so i guess its a no...went yew tee...i saw her frend that chinese friend of hers....i guess so..went to unity primary and play soccer there..i miss my frends...yea we 5 againt 7 guys.. some of them are kids actually and we won..ard 6 plus we pack and leave..next destination street soccer...haha i score 2 goals...i injured my leg right angle i was like &*%^*(....today jamming how sey....how to play the bass drum...argh!!!....talking bout jamming,i haven learn pressure la...die die fafai will be mad..oh man...face down,pressure and crush3...Yan miss drummie...aww...haha..ok.

ADIK BILE MAU JUMPE..KATE NAK JENTIK MY FACE...HAHA!!!

Tmr i gt my pay yes...well going to get ready to meet my fabulous frend fafai cant wait to tell her stories when yan gorgoues meet fai fabulous...evil is in the air..haha..at least im not so evil like...********

Here are some pics of yesterday

Adiyato

ZALI

ARIFF

ZANI
SWEET POSE

2008-01-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

Well i guess its over between me and angel...i do admit that i still love her and im kinda sad but guess wat people ive just got dumped...but its ok well i guess this this growing up...

To angel im sorry if im being a pain in a arse to you...ill take u back if u want me too...but thats not gonna happen so yea...And I know, I know it's not your time...But bye, bye.And a word to the wise when the fire dies.You think it's over but it's just begun.But baby don't cry.........

You had my heart, at least for the most part.'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart.Let's make a new start.'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah....But baby don't cry...

And im all alone like a rainbow in the dark...ill wait for u if u want me to cause deep frm my heart i still love you....im just fine moving foward..:).....tmr its actually a special day for us...too bad it happen so soon..i have to trow away wat ive bought for u then...

I LOVE YOU AND THATS TRUE...YOU FARKING BITCH!

2008-01-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

kk give me one second....ok here i go.......MP3 Y U GOT ERROR...NBTT la sey....how am i gonna jam?....i haven learn pressure la sey...FF......

Angel....err...i noe i cant give u the love that u wanted...all i need is time pls give me some time....plsplsplsplspls...i can go crazy.....gosh y its so hard for you to understand....and ur blog its hurts to see your blog....WHO AM I TO YOU?!WHO?....:'(....im misiing you and i just want you not other girls....gosh ppl tell me wat i sud do sey....i just dunwant to let her go...i really love u angel........please dont dumped me..i had enough seriously I HAD ENOUGH.......:'(

2008-01-06T19:02:00.001+08:00

For the time being im NOT using bloggy people...need to settle somestuff..family thinggy...i miss school..well gonna get ready soon..hope and fear of losing......*****...wat the heck....and to the malay people go watch PUSAKA ON SURIA EVERY SATURDAY 7.30..REALLY NICE CARTOON SHOW....

Aini...be strong girl..ill support u frm behind haha...ill go to the same course as u.MAYB....just mayb -_-'....

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need the person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again....Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold When hope begins to fade..

Dweeb

2008-01-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

im missing you badly..where are you...i need u right now oh pls tell me where u are?!
:'(....i need you!!!....8 more days and all i have to do now is endure...patient yan patient

Am i to much for you?is just that i dunwant to lose you...cause i love you.why izit so hard for u to understand...miss u more la ***** ...mayb i just love to much...PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR CANT STOP LOVING YOU!!!

Those words..."kalau tak suke boleh blah!" :'(

IM FREAKING JEALOUS!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHH...:'(

Spin and win 1st Prize =P

2008-01-03T13:46:00.000+08:00

WOW...look like that guy keeps coming back..i dunnoe wats wrong with you..what you want sey.i really love u and u noe that but y u keeping hidding frm people bout us?y scared to lose all ur scandal and stuff?go do wat u want and i wun stop u like i said i trust u...and wats with the sorry tinggy?all i can say is that just put urself in my place for once...

Banso ure cool and tnks yaw....so thats how u noe adira...and ure not boncet haha hoho...hope to meet u soon with adira wee~

Miss Angel so much!

and im sorry if ive hurt u...i really need u to tell me wat wrg ive done...and i do admit that im jealous u with.....but its ok its just me...hais hope u can forgive me...im sorry...i guess i love u too much thats y...Ok now im off and do my own things....once again im sorry

2007-12-31T13:43:00.000+08:00

Ok since today is 31/12/2007,let me share my life in yr 2007....well 2207..hmm..for me 2007 is not a gd year for me...yea dad passed away,mum acting weird,sis haven get married,i gt rejected,school course sucks for me but at least theres sumone want me and thats angel...and i hope 2008 will be a better year for me...

im worried bout my mum cause since dad passed away shes been talking to herself and throwing things and the worst part is that she throw things out of the window...she throws all the valuable things like my dad golf stick,rolex watch,ring and other valauble things...my sis and bro try to stop her but she will go like.....this this is so dangerous must throw away...if this continues then i guess my house will be a new home wheres theres nothing....mum i noe ur stress but dun follow ur emotional too much....i love u mum and all of the family loves u...

To sis...without u we cant survive seriously...u may tink that i dun care bout u and family but ure wrong...i just dun show it...and i wun show it..and i just cant show it.....hias...im sorry...

Well yesterday i did went out with yat,zali and zani....to escape theme park...i did enjoy myself but theres sum part of me makes me worry..nvm...the inverter was cool shit...and i did won 1st prize at the spin and win haha cool....then we went to marina square and ate nasi ayam penyet...HOT To the max la sey the chili...ouch*burining sensation*....and went to play pool..pool was fun and as always no cheat no fun haha..and the n theres this soccer table where theres one table four people and one ball...and the formation is so funny...1 2 5 3...we play that thing right after we finish pool....was fun and i scored so many own goals....wat the hack...then went back home... yat mum drove us home..tnks yat...the day was ok and fine...

well i really hope that 2008 will b a better year for me and i hope mum will over come her emotional...lets start a new...a new chapter..a new life...

To angel,i will always love u..remember that...and i want us to be forever..it may not be an happy ending but ill try my best to be the best for u...now im missing you....

+Your eyes make me crazy

2007-12-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

Rush home to bath and change cause wanna meet angel....i miss her yea...met her at city hall mrt...and gosh she was so cute....but i didnt tell her that shes cute...and she broke her promise...but nvm i can understand and understood..cey....and i love u angel!!!!

went to beach road and buy T shirt and it was a cool shirt.....

went home at 8 +.....and i was talking to myself on the bus and say...wen can i meet u agian?...crazy me...

home chat with thaqif and frends and he ask me and my frends to play soccer early morning on 30 december.haha tmr rite?yea....escape theme park and soccer....going to be a hard day tmr...

AND I LOVE...BANMIAN....WHO WANNA EAT IT WITH ME?

2007-12-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

HEYO MERIOH....*peace baby*...haha...well today was fun...work was fun like finally i get to work since the day i went genting...was fresh like a new born baby...eh?haha...and i love my sis to the core....sis this is for you MUACKS!!!..haha dweeb

After work went home and rest rest rest then ring ring ring phone call frm my kecoh frends.....and yea its time to play soccer....woohoo....went to our fav place but too bad cause the guys down there play very rough cause what i heard frm zali is that yesterday his brother zani have scar at his stomach...i was like oh man...wat the hell...but the gd thing was that zali team won so many game againts them...congrats....serve them right u go guys....and today im back to my soccer life...haha cey...so we went to another place...and guess wat we found one...haha...i was scared actually cause one of my frend told me that theres two national player playing..i was like oh oh....but everything went fine.....and i scored the winning goal....best part was that it hit the two pole and went it....well i think i can be in the national..puih ah dream on....like my secondary coach say...'football no future'..ok. just hobby...haha i want to join the track and field national...thats my dream....i wan i wan i wan...but i noe i cant get it....its just another dream i guess.....haha and yea we only play one game and the light went off....shh.. people sleeping

And the best part of today was that....i saw my ANGEL...aww so sweet..she look so sweet and heaven yea i miss angel so much and i saw his mum,small sis and brother...his brother was like so cute....ANGEL I MISS YOU SO MUCH....i really hope that this saturday we can meet...pls lets meet...wee~im carzy in love with angel.cey~

well im going to sleep now wait how bout call angel it will be nice...haha...hope she wanna talk with me...kk cool..

bye people of bloggy

2007-12-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

I MISS ANGEL TO THE CORE.....ANGEL WHEN U WANNA GO OUT WITH ME SEY...MISS U LIKE INCY BINCY SPIDER BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA...HAHA..K IM MOODY LONLEY DWEEBY....

she say this....

Follow me everything is alrightI'll be the one to tuck you in at nightAnd if youWant to leave I can guaranteeYou won't find nobody else like me

cey...tnks angel i love u so muchy....But...will u miss me...i dunnoe....i really sorry if im being an ass too you..i dun ask much frm u all i ask for is ur love and care for me....i really love u and u noe it.izit my fault by keeping a low profile bout us?.....i try to hold u tight but i guess ure falling in my arms....im sorry....

P.S You wun believe me at all....

2007-12-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello....first of all i like to say tnks to kiid for the jamming thingy...it was cool and fun....yea...like finally i can play the drum...woohoo..was sucks at playing drum....haha.need improvement...bebey..kiid keep asking who is angel...haha...well mayb soon ull noe..haha....

To ryd,rul and fai tnks guys....yea....may u like the way i play

I MISS ANGEL SO MUCH!!!!!!!....
i need u now........wee...
=p

2007-12-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

im speechless at the moment......wonder...do you u like i mean love me or him....cause the way i see....things are getting worse...k just random...

well cant wait this sunday go jamming with kiid and my bestfriend hope he can come to see me kill the drum...i miss hitting the drum...welll im going to do misery business till i crush crush crush this sunday...woohoo...hope kiid like the way i play..and if im bad, just kick me out...im fine with it....

Angel, i love you so much....

2007-12-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

hey people of bloggy and yea i miss bloggy so much..ok...

hmm...i just wanna say i miss each and every of u.huhu.im bored.
ok let me share with u guys bout my adventure to m'sia truly asia..?eh..ok.here it goes

on the 15 i went to genting..it was cool and the weather was so cold..didnt have much fun cause i miss my sis in spore and yea....i've move on with ...hmm....shes just like an angel from paradise...gee cool....yea i called her angel...from now on....
second day went to colma..it was like...im in PARIS...cool nice sey the place...and yea sumthing happen at that place ....only me and dean know wat happen and to that uncle im sorry..haha....i nvr tot u wud come back..haha....The third day was ok...went to kl and yea shopping not only for girls but for guys too...i bought D.C shoe woohoo hoping for famous but nvm D.C also cool..got a cap for myself and yea not to forget angel...i by levi's watch for her woohoo....nice for me but i dunnoe lah for her...hope she like it and yea i miss her lots....i tot we wd stay there for 3 weeks but mom say shes home sick so yea went home the next day....its good news for me cause i can talk on the phone with angel..cool huh..yea i noe..

so yeah was fun going to msia....well hais im abit sad today cause every yr we will celebrate hari raya or hari raya haji with dad and family but now hes gone...Things are not the same anymore...but yea life must go on and on and on and soon we all be gone...To dad i will always miss you.....

SIS thnks for everything witout u there will nvr be me....i love u so much sis.....tnks for taking care of me for the past 17 yrs....i noe things are hard for u noe but i will always be with u no matter wat just hang in there...ill help u out even if it take me to quit my school....:)i dun mind helping u out now and start school wen ure stable with the family....:)so yea sis i love to the core... same goes to all my family members and ANGEL!!

2007-11-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey people of bloggy...shaffiyan is back....well first let me say that i nvr say before.....i kinda hate 2007..wanna noe y...be with me till end of december 2007 and ill tell you why

im kinda sad cause my dad passed away and the worst is taht we nvr get to see him for th last time curse ur children dad...sorry...im gonna miss my dad :(...and to mum...you still have us so just be strong...and i love u mum...i wun show it infront of u...cause im just dweeb...

im not ready to tell my life yet but but but just wanna let u guys noe that watever happen in life its all part and passes of life...and its killing me for the moment...

and i love you guys and girls remember that!!!

2007-10-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

How worst can it be for me in this loniness situation.....

1st: she left me hanging alone here
2nd: my dad is in ICU cause of food poisoning and kidney failure
3rd: this year not celebrating raya for the first time

Please dad please wake up and watch soccer with me i dun want to watch soccer alone....dun u wanna see man utd win the league again this season?i dun want to lose u now or tmr or forrever(i now that wun happen)

i just wanna turn things rite...pls for once every people wake up their mind out of their dream..please wake up...!!!!!!!!

To kiid, we may not be together but ill always be with u no matter wat as in close frend or best frend or frends forever or god sis or bro i dun mind at all....cause i just wanna be with u got it?

Lets hope and pray that things
will get better A.S.A.P

To dad,get well soon cause all of us need you

Love Yan~

2007-10-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

Few more days to raya....but for me this year raya will be not OK...due to some stuff....erm on 6/10/07, i went out with kiid.The day was cool way too cool..haha..she make me laugh like i nvr laugh before and yea the cool part is that we're in the bus doing Cool stuff.Gosh my face was Dweeb~....To kiid :i need to tell you something but im just too scared cause mayb just maybe it will hurt you...time will tell.

Yesterday was a so called hope and fear day for me..Guess who i saw, cerry...tnks to my sis lah...but i was hoping she will talk to me like 'Hey sha how are you!'..but it didnt happen ..sad but true...Gosh i miss her...but she nvr knew it.oh well as i say time will tell.

As honest as i can say im still stuck in the past....i tried my best to move on but the memories just keep coming.....and next week starts school...it will be hard for me but ill catch up slowly then..

November?November?After O?After O?...will see how it goes....

TIME WILL TELL

2007-09-24T12:15:00.000+08:00

lil high lil low friend...school holiday starts today and yea i dunnoe wat to do....need to find a job la ...i need money² to buy my stuff and support the family...shud i continue study or i quit for the moment and start anew next year?let the time tell the ans

Last saturday was damn fun woohoo....meet kiid at bugis at 7 but actually it suppost to be 5+ damn the bus...so long till i have to take the train..hais...kk i break my fast at ZAM ZAM ALAKAZAM.hoho.Nasi briyani la...yummy....shakira bring her bf and guess wat i was so alone at times cause i only noe kiid,shakira and her bf and there's another 6 of kiid friend i dunnoe.kiid band mate was there name hairul.he was cool and my prediction was rite kiid do think that hairul was hot and yea he is hot...how i wish i can have him in my so called future band..Dream on la Dweeb..wohoo...and yea happy burpday to sastra(sorry if i spell it wrong).Went geylang and i saw my cool friend NISA..woohoo i want aini cause i miss her badly nvm soon..Nisa have u change bf?wat happen to zaid?anyway mat motor la..heh..Every kiid friend was cool and hot esp hairul.Kiid was so gorgoeus la...she look like english type of girl cool lah you kiid.After the fun, i enjoy myself in the train by sleeping lucky for me theres sit at the end of the cabin..fuh!...tired summore i feel not well...headache la...reach home around five min before midnight...

Good morning sunday and again i meet kiid at Yisun. walk around Northpoint with her was cool lah..then i went to this shop which sell guitar and oh my word,that guitar is so hot and its only 60..must buy it for my bro asir la sey...hehe...just want to make band with him badly.can say hes my so called gay bro...no lah my bestie since we were 11.i love him to core.We do fight and stuff but no matter wat he's still the best frend of all frends for mine.kk abck to the story..erm where was i? yea oh ok yea kk...me and kiid met shakira and her bf to plan sum stuff for shakira burpday this coming sat.doing pit i guess...an dthe funnnirst part was that after the discussion,we seperate. me with kiid went to nortpoint again and shakira went to her bf house..then wile me and kiid was eating at ljs,shakira bf msg kiid and say taht shakira broke up with him and yea its was unbelievable but its true..hais this is y i scared of having a relationship cause ina moment u can be happy and in the next moment ure sad cause of break ups.funny lah this world people.kk after that shakira called kiid and we met kiid outside ljs and yea we chilled at northpoint staircase and yea it was cool and when kiid meet shakira=disaster.they will talk bout olden days of them haha funny la they.... anyway they are cool and kiid was like a tomboy on yesterday.i like sey...well after all the cool and sad stuff went abck at 9 + reach home ard 10

Watch chelsea v.s man utd and man utd won 2-0.sad for me cause i want chelsea to win badly casue jose is no longer the manager and i was hoping chelsea wud beat manutd to show some respect to jose but they lost but hey i noe chelsea play their hearts out.:)as for me,im a liverpool supporter and was mad cause 2 weeks of draw and just get 2 point?..Dweeb....i love xabi alonso he's hot.i dun go for famous people cause im sure many out there adore all the famous people and yea they want to be like them..:).i just not into famous people but theres 3 famous plople i adore the most travis barker,mark hoppus and tom delonge=BLINK 182..love them till core till can sae i die? i wish that tahy will reunite once again..please! i love u guys to core la....kk noe i go too far first it ws with kiid then come soccer then famous poeple?oh well im so sorry hehe..

well im playing takraw with friends at 3+ and yea i need to bath bebey..So here is a short story of a lonely guy=P

Dweeb!

2007-09-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY I DIDNT GET TO JOIN THE MARA-THORN
SECONDLY I DIDNT GET A JOB
THIRDLY THERES THIS BOY WHO CANT TAKE JOKES PISSED ME OFF

SO IM SO STRESS RITE NOW

ASRAF HOW COULD YOU SAY THOSE THINGS..GRHH...PAKAL PUASE SEY KALAU TAK...HAIS ENTAH LAH....HIDUP²....

I WANT TO GET A JOB BADLY SEY!!!!!!!!

2007-09-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

Yepedeya...Yepedehey....haha..im bored lah sey...maybe this friday im going jamming with peeps...

hmm i went to sumone's blog and find out that she's still waiting for him so yea..cool..dont deny that u dont love him ok cause yea... u change cause you want him back..so ill be your frend if you want to...cause i just dun want to rush things out cause i dun want anyone to get hurt..:)

CHILL BABY

This wednesday im out to search for jobs with my lovely twin....shes so sweet and naughty...haha.May i get a job A.S.A.P.:P

to Nui²...hang in there soon all your prob will be solve...do take care of your mum and yea ill be here if u need anything...cause i noe both of us are buzy with stuff but you'll always be a special frend in me so yea...

So thats it and gud bye

2007-09-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

For the First time this Term,i did go school for 1 week full..cause normally ill absent myself once or twice so yea...happy me...and lesson was fun but i did slept for the last 20 min cause im so the sleepy...

School finish at 12.Hmm i suppost to meet Hot Fai at pasir ris at 1.30.Wanna know what i did?i took MRT to City Hall with my other friends and bounce back tp pasir ris so its so called KILLING TIME..Dweeb!.....waited till 2.15...but it was fun waiting cause i went to the toilet and check out my Dweeb hair...was cool...

Went Whitesand with Hot Fai...shes so the weird haha but shes hot so ok lah overall cool..Dweeb!..she have a great and weird personality..haha fun to know her and she kept telling me that im gorgeous...haha cool well fai im not gorgeous i just like to be cool...:)anyway thanks fai..

My day was fine so yea fine!!....Maybe im going out with fai again fof tmr...lets hope so...haha..

OK then till here tralalalala

DweeB!

2007-09-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

1st day of fasting seems ok....cause i bought guitar to school and yea play some cool song....yea way too cool....finally i can play unholy virginity by myself without anyone teaching me...cool rite....i get stomach cramp..but i love my mum's cook...yummy² gummy²....

Im done with school test and next week will be my last week then comes the finding job part...hais....lets hope i really can find a job...cause i need some $ to help me and my family out...I WANT DRUM SET!!!!.....:(....im crazy over drum....and i really want to make a band...

PLEASE
I NEEED A BAND MEMBER
TO GO JAMMING WITH ME
ITS BEEN A LONG DWEEB MONTH SEY
I WANT TO GO JAMMING!!!
ARGH!!!

Hmm..yea i found a new friend..shes hot haha really she is...we have fun talking on the phone...shes cool,shes hot,shes my friend..hehe...she say im gorgeous...tnks q FAI!!...

meeting her soon lah...cant wait to bite her casue she so hot!!..haha jk only...fasting beb so yea..ure lucky girl...haha...well ill write more and u can ask no more soon cause im off to beddy and hug my teddy....byeey

2007-09-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

School was great for today cause have napha test...it was cool i got two 1,one 2 and one 3.so left with 2.4 and pull ups..need to get gold la cause i want the napfa gold t-shirt...hi sey man.hehe gold la...

Then after napfa, we still hav etime yo play game so me and my frend borrow teacher ball for wile.SOCCER BALL LA....hehe...i lost my skill But i did ole a few of them lah including i ole myself.Dweeb.

After School, i went to meet my lovely,crappy and one of a kind Twin-RINA!!

Met her at jurong east interchange and wow she was cool...she cut her hair and it was nice so the damn nice!!Hi sey man...Went to LJS have a nice joke with her...was fun lah....then went to watson to buy her stuff...and Ntuc to buy milk..milk?yea milk!......

Then walk with my twin at IMM..she but this lol-lil-pop...hehe...heart shape sey...nice.

Send My twin back at around 7+..think so...I have a really great time with my twin..

To my Twin
Thanks for today
Hope that i can meet you next week
Thanks for being my only one twin
And no matter what you will always be my SPECIAL TWIN

2007-09-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey....wat will i sey?hmm...guys and girls who have been there and done there for me,i love all of you till core la(no more lah sey.too bad)

Today went for the YELLOW RIBBON WALK with my frends and yea we did enjoy ourself there...after the long journey from pasir ris park till changi prison,we get some goodie bags la...fun la....

Went to meet my sis after that and i look cute on headphone or ugly?it duzen matter cause i noe you noe that i noe im a Dweeb!

Not going school tommorow cause one of my cousinis is lying but not dying at hospital so yeah must visit him...

i want to make a band la!!!

haha

Dweeb!

2007-08-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

-HAPPY TEACHER DAY-

Too all the teacher that have taught me till now, i just wanna say thanks and i love u guys accept for few but never the mind cause luckily today is your day.If not ill hack care you guys upside down lah sey.haha.

I never go school today but i did go school ok.Its like i never go to my ite school but i went to my secondary school so its consider still going to school.ok?haha.

Went to zali house around 10.30 and meet my old time C.O.D at...hehe...MAMA SHOP...haha.....yea then went down too CHUA CHU KANG SECONDARY SCHOOL and support the X-Country runner beb..GO runners GO!...haha...We cant go in cause the guard didnt allow us too.like Nabeh Teng².But it was ok.I have a nice chat with my boys and yea we joke like last time but every one change and yea they are all handsome and cute but too bad im more cute right?dont you tink people?ok i know im not cute .hehe....

After the X-country,All student were realease around 12 But still we cant go in yet and we need to wait for 2pm then can go in.Guess what? Yea i saw cerry...shes so cute i feel like hug her to the fullest....but to bad i dun think she wants me anymore...time will tell cerry and i im missing you badly!DAMN BADLY.DWEEB.

Me and my boys decide never to go to the teachers day and the funny part is that i bought my teacher 2 chocolate but in the end i finish it with friends.RABAK LAH SEY!...

Then we play takraw at this unique place we called that place Opera Concert cause since last time,around 3-4pm there will be this uncle sing opera song and me and Boys will laugh our ass out till shit come out...yes eew but its cool...

After playing takraw,me and friends went to my place which is bukit panjang.jeng². We went to Zhenghua CC to play soccer there and with a surprice, there this one of my friend friends asking us to join the erm i not quite sure wat it is but me and my other 5 frend are joining.its every friday...its a dream to play soccer with older people...haha...but i must start from root again.Need to buy soccer stuff..very the leceh and sian...wahloa....i did score two goal but we lost in every game cause the reason is easy..its been a long time all of us never play soccer and its the first time since the last eight month then we meet again..so it's = kekok..hehe....

After that we plan to play pool at eight and Its like today is not teachers day for us but its like a sportday lah sey... yea.I suppost to go bath and meet my friend but here i am still updateing my bloggy cause people keep asking me too update so Yan's here to update his bloggy² baby²..enjoy lah sey..

i miss cerry
i miss my twin
i miss nui²
i miss aida
i miss kakak aty
i miss EVERYONE THAT MISS ME!!

DWEEB -_-"

2007-08-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

What is the sad story that you guys ever heard from one of your friend?Ok im here to share a lil bit of my friend story..i wont tell who..but after met this friend of mine....we both are close like we have met for few years.cool huh

The story is like this,A friend of mine is living with a single parent and have 5 sibling but one of my friend brother passed away.And the sad part is that he told my friend if my friend pass her PSLE, hes gona to treat her but he passes away when she pass her PSLE....And when my friend look at her Certificate all she do is CRY...sad right?...i can say i cry too when i listen to her story...her dad leave the family with a new wife...and the worst part is that he nvr seen them for few yrs...sad very the sad...and i start to cry really cry to the core lah sey....i can imagine if im ni her place ..lucky for her,she's a strong girl..yea so hi 5 frend!

And want to know whats more?shes have the same personality as cerry..cool right?yea way to cool.Well ill be meeting i ffew days or weeks time and yea i just want to know her first then yea we see how it goes..

When theres nothing left to burn,You have to set urself on fire!

2007-08-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

WHAT AM I SUPPOST TO DO?????
I CANT GO FOR TMR CARNIVAL!!
THE WORST PART IS TAHT SIS NEVER LET ME GO TO THE CARNIVAL
IM WAY TOO SAD SEY...HAIS....NASIB NASIB

That is the only way i can meet her but i guess i cant and will never...
but hey wait i can NEVER SAY NEVER!!!

Nightmare of her is the same as overcome my fear......

Teacher day is my last chance..i dun want to have high hopes on that day cause i just to scared..way too scared....:'(

2007-08-22T11:33:00.000+08:00

Well peeps.Ek-O.Im crazy over orange and yellow.And i have no idea why.

Hmm.To all my friends that ive hurt them earlier im so sorry.yes i know i sudnt promise anything...yea im sorry once again really i am...

This coming saturday i have a family day at Chua Chu Kang Secondary...yea im going but²...im scared and shy..still dont know why...be strong when things fall apart yan! be strong.

Cant wait to buy headphone and yea² headphone...woohoo...

MIssing someone so badly...-_-

DWEEB!

2007-08-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

YEAH BEBEY PRATICAL TEST IS OVER!!

Hope to beat asraf.Because he's teacher say that his practical was good.

After practical, went to VIVO and guess what, i have fun with my frends.they are cool after all..

The days has gone by and im stuck inside wondering wether is this a sign of goodbye.

how could you do this to me cerry.......ARGH!!!!.....chill is the best thing i can do right now..so yea im chilling...Wonder Y u delete ur blog...hais then theres no other way i can contact u...

Bleed it out!

2007-08-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

Well Today is 12 august and yeah its the 2 yrs of childhood with cerry.i miss her but will she miss me?few more month for me to endure.

I'm sorry for the way I say I love you.I know this kind of talk is far too soon.I cannot stop myself; I just adore you.And so this truth pronounces its own doom.But when a truth betrays itself, I wonder:Could it be that such a truth be true?Or could the sweet compulsion that I'm underBe caused in part by ignorance of you?I know only the truth of what I feel,Which lies beneath all sanity or rule.My love for you is deep and rich and real,Though it may be I simply am a fool.Time will tell the truth, for if you doNot want my love, I cannot long love you.

I'm sorry for the way I say I love you.I know this kind of talk is far too soon.I cannot stop myself; I just adore you.And so this truth pronounces its own doom.But when a truth betrays itself, I wonder:Could it be that such a truth be true?Or could the sweet compulsion that I'm underBe caused in part by ignorance of you?I know only the truth of what I feel,Which lies beneath all sanity or rule.My love for you is deep and rich and real,Though it may be I simply am a fool.Time will tell the truth, for if you doNot want my love, I cannot long love you.

You once told me about him,the way he did to you.Now i have fear of u telling him about me.why must it be this way.Why must u leave and not stay?why?the days of being lonely is not great cause i really need you cause i still have feelings for you.for just once will you be in my place and see all the faces and reaction that u give me. it hurts cerry yes it hurts.

WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

i know he was there on 11/08/2007.why u didnt invite me?and why must it be him.Its ok ill try to think positive cerry.ill try.yes cry is all i do right now but cry wun solve the problem ill try to be strong..

well few more month cerry and happy 2 yrs childhood frends.....:'(

2007-08-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

Fuh! The time now is 12.30a.man im like finally at home after a long day at esplanade celebrating NDP 2007 with my family exclude my mom and dad cause they are tired.The day was great and happening with my fun-tastic kids,iffah and mamat.cute lah sey u mamat.now i realise that a true singaporean is really Mr and Mrs KIASU cause people keep pusing for free stuff but they walk away when it need to be paid.what the hoe.Overall the show was nice and yeah the show was nice.

And ive cut my hair.And guess what,my hair is so suckish at the back but cool on the front and side.jeng jeng jeng.well im so the sleepy cause i dun have any idea what to type so let the photo do the story telling.there lots of photo so enjoy

Start out with picture of NDP 2007

Ahmad izzudin

Iffah kamaliah

Father of both kids.zZz

Mother of both kids

Cute mamat

Lots of people

My family

Pearl with iffah.By the way she's tall

hell-i-cop-ter

Jellyfish

Here comes the gang of jellyfish

The wave is so nice

Should i tell more?

What a singaporean

By the way its not moon but ballon

Nice

Jellyfish at night

Picture of 4 August

Nice boxer yan

I do have a six Abs

He is one of a kind lil kid

More cute

Cute sey him

2nd Sister

Cool

i look not O-kay

Went fort caning for jemputan

Fear of him cause he's cool

Mother and daughter

What a cool band

Fear of the mirror

Love this pic

Peace babeh

This is miss pissed off.cause i make her pissed off.

Serunding muffin

Hes cute right?

Uncle yan love lil mamat lots

Look at the way he smile.so CUTE

Should i say more

Cool

Famous star and strap

Thats all folks cya next time.

2007-08-01T08:07:00.000+08:00

Hey Its first August lah sey.few more days and its be a special day for me.hope so.i dont feel so insecure anymore.Hais but whatever it is everything is cool in a good way cause i can be on my own.No worries...hey i really cant wait this yr 'O'.Because after the 'O' something special is gonna happen.Well it already happen now but just need my ol'pal after 'O'.

And the other thing is that if she do care about me anymore, it will be 2 yrs i having her as my childhood friend.cool huh.But the way i look at now,i cant believe this happen to me.But its ok cause patient is all it takes in life.so i need to chill.

Mickey pick is loved by me!!

Im off at 1 and ill be back around night time.

Tralala

2007-07-31T00:23:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS IM SO HAPPY.YEAH DAMN HAPPY CAUSE IVE GOT NEW MP3,SHOE AND WATCH!HOHO ALL THANKS TO MY SIS AND HER BF.THANKS GUYS LOVE YA.ONCE AGAIN THANK Q

Well Its tuesday morning and the reason why im not zZz is because im uploading songs at my new mp3.cool lah beb.like finally i have my own mp3.yeah!!!!.

i miss someone lah sey.Yikes, baby will you let me be yours?eh i love this song erm how it goes ya its like....Tidal waves they rip right through me, Tears from eyes worn cold and sad.Pick me up now, I need you so bad.....DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN!!.....yup thats it hope you guy know what song is that.

Hold on and dont tell me that its over cause im not used to this temptation!I REALLY MISS SOMEONE AND I NEED HIM/HER SO BADLY!!!!

2007-07-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

YEAH-AHH.Bought something for myself.Guess what is it...jeng jeng jeng.Its FAMOUS STAR AND STRAP T-SHIRT and SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS BOXER.cool.By right, i suppost to buy guitar but shortage of $.I brought 30 but the guitar was 65 hoho so can go relax one corner.So yeah.thats it.

Hmm Darn it, i didnt get selected for the ite central track and field competition all because i didnt went for training in the holidays.I DONT KNOW ANY NEWS!!Was so mad when the teacher says its my fault.Hello!! i dont have a hp.Remember that.But my friend who have hp also dindt get any message from the teacher incharge.Nabeh teng².But Its no used mad for something which is over.Its ok Dweeb better luck next time otey?.

Hey i wanna watch movie with my peeps.one of my friend likes my best friend of mine.haha he's into her i think.wanna know something special,he even bought skinny jeans just because my friend like boys with skinny jeans.haha.cool.may he gets what he wants.The other girl is so hot yeah hot.her hair so nice.But to bad shes hot till many guys crazy for her.Thats what i heard from my best friend.But anyway, shes cool,shes hot and shes my friend.same goes to my bestfriend.should i say she's my ite best girlfriend.But i dont know if she wants to be my bestfriend cause of my appearance.im not into emo but i like emo hair style.Not saying shes a emo lah but nevermine its hard to explain.But shes really not a EMO.Anyway me and my friend gonna treat the girls on a movie if they want to.just wait and see.

In silence,i adore her.Weird huh.but its silence so its ok no one knows.only *ME*

Thats all folks c'ya next time~Dweeb~

2007-07-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

The Dweeb boy is back.After a long journey at M'sia, im back in SINGAPORE.Miss me eh?

JENG JENG JENG

2 day 1 night was not enuff for me cause its like heaven sleeping over at my brother house.His house is so the cool.Went to DANGA BAYthe first day to eat satay there and walk around was fun really the fun.We reached home ard 12.45 am in the morning.But that dosen't stop there, my brother ask us(me and my step brother to eat another 30 stick of satay).Iwas like WOW this is fruc-best-ing.After the fun thingy i went to zzz with my step brother.It was damn cool so i have to wear my nike jaket.

Woke up at 11.30 the next day which is BREAKFAST TIME.But bath first ok.after breakfast, me and my step brother watched TRANSFORMER!!The show was damn Fun.Bumble bee is loved by me.yeah.After the movie finish, me and my step brother went to shoping near his place there was fun i took picture with hatake.cool rite.haha.

We never go else where cause my dad not feeling very well but everything went fine.Then we wait for my brother to cam back from work and guess what, he brought us 60 stcik of satay!woohoo.again².I slept around 9.30 cause i need to wake up early in the morning like 4.30am.All because i nee dto go to school.

Yawn!!its finally morning and time to pack up.Dweeb.Didn't bath.haha but got wash face ok.we leaved the house ard 5.30am and reached spore around 7am.then i quickly rush to the toilet and bath cause i need to be school by 8 but i was late for school i reached school around 8.45.lucky for me the teacher understand that im from Msia.thanks Mr Lai.

Now here come the weird part of the day while i as doing my practical with my friends in the parctical room, theres this one boy from other group just sneak into our room like nobody business and fool around then i was Pissed off cause i really dont like that guy but what to do hes my classmate but not in the same group.Then he give me something i mean one of the practical object but i dint take it then he not happy.G that suckies.he ask if im not happy.the i tell him that i have no business with him.then he say im in a group of gangster which is PAHAITONG.haha.can you guys believe it my face in gangster zone.i prefer to be in kiddie zone.haha.Then he was not happy.But i just hack care then we went back to class.He followed with my other friends.One of my friend took out his hp and show us transformer video about a car chance to robot and then the robot do indian dance.was funny sey.then that boy wanna see but my friend say cannot so he get pissed off and ask him wether hes not happy.Damn not another one.he want to give my friend a punch but my friend heck care so he went off with nothing to do.Yea to my friend for heck caring that guy.

THAT GUY IS SUCH A IBM

Lets forget about the guy*poof* after school, me and my other two friend went penisuler cause one of my friend wants to buy LCD belt.was cool actaully.The cost is $90.90.haha very the expensive.After the shopping, one of my friend went home left me and other one friend .so we proceed to bugis and check out the guitar outlet hehe.am i for guitar?nono its just for fun cause im into drum ok.After that we went home and like normal i have to clean the house so i did.and yeah after the cleaning program,its time for jamming time haha with me my voice and my old hard kick rock guitar.

Well guys enough of the talking let the photo do the rolling.

Danga Bay

Firstday at my brother house

Its sleeping time

Street of no where

Me with my step brother

Wait for me

Durians i mean rotton Durians

Nice right

I love this picture

The Dweeboy

Im your next cute model

Sorraye this pic come out from nowhere

Thats all folks c'ya next time ~Dweeb

2007-07-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

MAN OH MAN.DWEEB.i cant go out with my friends cause mum say i
must follow her to M'SIA TRULY ASIA!
Sorraye N1 and Asraf for not going out with you guys
today.really i am.ill be back on monday morning so people dont miss me ok.
Anyone wants bubblegums?
Till here.ill update more when im in S'pore.
Sorraye people for not updating my blog.
Dweeb~

2007-07-16T18:56:00.000+08:00

Morning blue-zzz-.I woke up around 5.30a.m.Was damn early but it was fun cause im not late for school.cool.My day in school went ok, and learn new things.Was fun actually.Well, i did take some pic of my class,lesson and not to forget my beloved teahcer-Mr Lai-.He's so cool.Guess what, i spent $10 on food.

Can you believe it!there goes my $10 fly
away.bye² money².But i have a great time eating after a long term of holidays.haha.Enough of the Burping.

Its actually a short entry but lucky i have a epic movie.hahaso let the photo do the rolling.

Start out with a nice pose

Cant leave without saying goodbye

Chin up Dweeb

Start out with a nice name and a lil bit of drawing.

hard if you see it but easy when you know it.

Its kinda simple when you focus!

All thanks to him-Mr Lai-

A man gotta do what a man gotta do.
isint he cute?Hotter then a fire starter thats for sure.

This is shyfeek!

Rafi aka the psp freak

Big show,Ken and Carrot.they are one hell of a frend.cool

Shyfeek just woke up.nerdy!

Free time dreaming!cerry?

Dino is one hell of a joker.

Asraf and Ela² eh².haha.cool

Need some rest for awhile so chill.

No matter what, your still cute smiely the baggie.

Me and Asraf.

This the the real meaning of cool.COOL

This is DAMN COOL.

Snap shot of Rafi.Poor him.sorry the strawberry Rafi.

Sori about that finger cause he just wants to make sure
that the pic is in the centre.

I look so serious in this pic but izit nice?

No offence but i think im cute.sorraye.

Nice pose guys.

Must be fair right?=p

What a pose!

Need to put on sun glasses.

i look nice on this cap.i love it
DweeB

i have a sexy leg?cool.six pack?nah.Just put this pic for the sake of putting.

Thats all folks c'ya next time~Dweeb

2007-07-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

~There is~

Today me sis,her bf and its shocking to see that lil cerry is following us to MUSTAFA CENTRE.

The last time i went there when im with cerry(as in more then friends) wanted to buy this nice shoe but i dont think she still remember.But its ok.Have a nice "fight" with her.Nyonya and Apek fighthing.But she did win the war all because i give way.NO lah she deserve the win.Cerry u look great sey.But the only one thing i was a lil sad is when she kept playing with her hp.But i get over it.So its ok.

While i spent my days looking around for something hot but never have caught my attention,Something and its just something POP OUT OF MY BRAIN:

BEING THE BEST IS NOTHING BUT BEATING THE BEST IS SOMETHING

Yerp thats it.if i want to be the best, i must beat the best.I have upcoming track and field event.So i need to train hard cause one thing for sure i want to be something but not nothing.=P

TO cerry You so fruk-HOT-ing.

4 more month and youll be done with school.Then you gonna start working.

Will you have time for me?

TIME WILL TELL

Thats all folks c'ya next time.~Dweeb

2007-07-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

FIREWORK was great.yeah.it was so Fruk-Great-Ing.

Went esplanade with my ol'pal ZALI.Like finally we can go out together.cool.Have a great time with him,we chat and still laugh our ass out.

The firework was so nice and its just the N.E show haven the actual day.*Wonder*what will it be like in the actual day of NDP on 090807.

Must go watch

Nothing better to do at esplanade cause theres so many roadblock.Dweeb.And not to forget Many people too.Went to millena walk dunnoe where the place and we fill our stomach with LJS.yeah.Been there done there.

Was fun day and now im going MUSTAFA with my sis.Maybe.Not confirm yet.So i need to chill.

Well thats all folks cya next time.~Dweeb

2007-07-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY KAK MURNI!!!

MAY YOUR ARMPIT HAIR GROW LONGER.JOKING!

WHEN ARE YOU GONNA GET MARRIED?

IM WAITING TO HAVE A BROTHER IN LAW

NO MATTER WHAT ILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU CUTE LIL SIS.

IM NOT THERE FOR YOU BUT MY SOUL WILL=)

I MISS YOU SIS.MUACKS*

_____________________________________________________________________

'OUCH' yerp thats the first word that came out of my mouth when i woke up this morning.Believe it or not, i got 5 RED dots on my left hand*wonder*How i get red five dot!

Was rubbing it for pleasure.Sick of it and i feel like crying.Trust me its very the very irritating.

Foget about that*tink*Well the day was DAMN FUN.Woke up at 4.30 cause yesterday i slept at 5 and didnt woke up till morning.shocking the morning!Dweeb.I was playing with the pillow while waiting for my mum to leave home for work.The reason im playing with my pillow is simple cause when theres someone in the house, i cant do house cleaning.so need to be alone.So around 7+ mum leave for work.FINALLY im alone at home.Turn on the cd player and was jamming wile cleaning isint cool.But the volume not too loud cause its still morning glory.YAWN...zzz.Dont want to disturb my lovely neighbour.Finish the cleaning and jamming at 9.30.Then its time to chill,brush my teeth and wash my face and EAT my breakfast.YUMMY²

At 11 i bath and change to school uniform.Went to 7+11 to by my fav chocolate *KITKAT*

Reach school around 1+.I was late actually but lucky for me the teacher haven mark our attendace.fuh!.Here comes the FUN part:

Me and my other 3 frends work as a team.we were ask by the teacher to test the palet-jack and show him how it works.One of my frend ask me and the other 2 to stand on the palet-jack and he pulled it.So we did.It was fun till core when he carry the working table.We sat on it and he lift us up.COOL.we played at the workshop and it was fun.The next time when we have work in workshop, ill bring my cam and let you guys see the picture.Serious it was DAMN FUN.

Took Mrt home with my frends and guess what theres this old lady and she was really funny.She was sleeping and the way she sleep was funny.We laugh our ass out.Then when she woke up, she dig her nose.OMG.one of my frend said that she dig and she lick her finger.EEW.STop about the lady*Tink*Ok i drop at jurong east Mrt station and i saw this lil girl and she was like cerry.Was really like her even her school bag and the way she walk.But i know its not her.just my imagination i guess.Well tomorrow is 12, should i ask cerry out for a movie.Im sure her ans will be 'im sorry im buzy with school stuff'.Toking about buzy, i went to her blog and guess what she went out with her ex to kk hospital.Maybe her frend have a big accident.i dunnoe but watever it is, hope that the frend of her is ok.*Wonder*Why she can go out with her ex but not me.Am i too buzy for her or she too buzy for me or both of us are buzy for each other?What wrong ive done and the best part of all its been half a year of patient

*Nothing happen*

Well cant wait for this SATURDAY cause its NDP N.E SHOW!.

Watching firework with frends and should i bring cerry along?

im sure shes damn buzy.ill ask her soon.Cant wait to wear volcom shirt.

YOUR opinion:

DO SATAN WORK FOR GOD OR AGAINTS GOD?

Write it at the'HI AND BYE'

Sentance of the day:

We punish ourself by doing the wrong things.

Its so true!

Well thats all folks c'ya next time~Dweeb~

2007-07-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I GET TO KNOW MY EXAM RESULT

I passed but its just a passed.That was close but hey i really never have the confidence in passing my exams cause ive been so down since jan but the bottom line is i PASSED.Thank god for giving me the strengh to move on.Hey i have the confidence in me again.Ill do better this time.Dweeb will do it for the peeps.COOL.

ill try must best to go school everyday and not be late for class.im gonna do my best for upcoming exams.May the will be with me.=p

Thats all folks c'ya next time ~Dweeb~

2007-07-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today is a NEW day because it SCHOOLING TIME.Miss schooling cause all the way its boring.

Hmm yesterday was a fun day cause early in the morning,My fun-tastic kids woke me up at 7.30a.m.NOTTI eh both of you, wake your uncle up*huggies*Mum ask me to buy breakfast for the family and some house stuff.So i just wash my face and brush my teeth and went off with the two lil kids.Was yawning all the way cause of not enough sleep.I slept yesterday morning around 4.am.3 hour of sleeping was NOT enough but its ok as long my lil kids are there, HAKUNA MATATA.Clean teh house till 12+ and then bath.At 1.30 i went down to cut my hair.It was so Damn NICE.I LIKE IT! serious i like it.yea.But im not gonna take pic of it cause its no use.If wanna know about my new hair ask me out then.it will be cool to go out with anyone.

Talking about anyone, i called bam² around 2+ and confirm the meeting place.Going out with Bam² was cool.Bam you look very the TEMBAM."Fought "with her about colours:

GREEN V.S BLUE.

It was fun going out with Bam².Bam² you make my day O'pal.Went MARINA SQUARE to eat LJS with Bam².To Bam² - thats the standard meal i always order.so you have to eat it while you can.cool.But u did finish it rite.Good bam².After the burping, went to this shop called FOX which im planning to buy cerry the shirt that she wants but sorraye cerry i cant find it.Sorry lil girl i try my best but i failed.

Then we went to penisula and guess what i found FAMOUS STAR AND STRAP sweater.cool.cant wait to buy it SOON!.Look around for guitars and i find nothing interesting.

Dweeb.Drums?cool i found ths one drum set which cost $1,120.i love it.but was too espensive.When i move out of this house, im gonna do my new room for jamming studio.Insyallah.

Then went back to Far East by walking and thats when DUM² and BAM² start so called "fighting" over colours?was fun but hey Bam² u win the battle.If the hot reason why she wins the battle is becasue its live earth day and it went for 2 days which is 07 and o8 which is yesterday.Without it i bet Blue will rule and its gonna be cool.We bought big gulp at 7+11 and went home.Bam² tahnk Q for today.So now im going to sleep cause the time is precious for me cause i need to have lots of rest.

Thats all folks c'ya next time.

2007-07-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

Lil hi lil low bloggyians.

Kinda sad today cause of some stuff.To sis, im sorry cause i just cant give u what you want.Im just me i cant change myself by forcing.i know ive been a pain in a ass to my family.Im so SORRY about that.ill be independent from now on.i wont ask for anything.But all i want is your UNDERSTANDING!.Please! your understanding is all i need.

Well back to the day of today.LIVE EARTH 070707.Actually im going out and celebrate 070707 at esplanade alone?yea alone.BUT since there's my FUN-TASTIC KIDS,i cancel out the lonely road trip.Well i was working then came back around 2+ theres mamat and iffah=Fun-tastic kids.Clean the house to the core and not to forget,to clean myself too.Went down to BPP with my lil kids to play the ground of plaza garden=PLAYGROUND.

LOVE THEM TO THE MAX!.MAMAT IFFAH YOUR UNCLE LOVE BOTH OF YOU CUTIE.GOT IT?

Reach home around 6.30pm and switch on the com.Mamat and Iffah want to play game so i let them play the com and i play with my guitar.'There is' will be nice to play.

While i was blogging my bloggy,i went to cerry's blog.Well i can see taht shes into the blurr monkey.well once again congrat to them for being the third place.cool.Hmm theres this one day cerry said that shes gonna called me the next day but it didt happen.Should i be sad?nah.BIG BOYS DONT CRY RIGHT?

Well what i know is every sadness there will be hapiness and every hapiness there will be sadness.so just LIVE with IT.

Tomorrow im going out with Bam² yeah.its been5 years we lost contact.At least you remember me not like.....nevermind dont wish to tell.Will you be mine?.thats the ques im asking you.but you think the other way round.its not what you think.Just wait and see tommorow.

should i wear green or white?But whatever it is, the trademark is still there!

Here are some photo of my Fun-tastic kids and the BBQ on 26 June 2007.ENJOY!

Iffah

Nice pose Mamat

Lil Mamat

What happen adik?

Have fun lil Fun-tastic kids

Adik,did someone pull your ear wile taking pic with your ehm uncle?*ehm=CUTE

Now thats the way cute lil Kid

My shirt is shining like a star cause its

FAMOUS STAR AND STARP

Remember this shirt cerry?

BBQ PICTURE

Start out with a lonely Dweeb

The next big thing going to the book of guniess world record

Reena and Aini

Missing the W.I.N.D

3 cheers for amin cause he got a sting ray but 3 boo for him cause he burn it till rotton

One word=COOL

Gather² cause amin caught a stigray,cool

Yawn!!!going home time

Thats all folks cya next time.~Dweeb~

2007-07-01T01:20:00.000+08:00

HeY peeps.its 1.20am.well im here to talk about yesterday which is saturday.hehe.And its just few hours ago.cool.
Well yesterday came back form work ard 2+, have some rest and FINALLY the house is mine!!.Because my bro moved to his house after his N.S.Yeepee the house is mine at last.Can clean the house all by myself.kk lets get back to the bottom line.hehe.At around 4+ called aini and ask her out with her frends.Met her at Far East around 7+.So we WALK THE TOWN.After that we meet nisa at Dhoby Ghaut Station.I met a new frends name ZAID,ISMAIL and erm...forgot his name but three of them are cool.esp Zaid hes so funny.yeah.Nisa must be lucky to have him as a bf cause he can make people laugh by the way he react.haha.the six of us went to play pool near the erm fogot again shit but the place is near P.S.I dint play only five of them play cause im sux and can hold the stick properly.hehe.After the fun of pool-ing,we went to MARINA SQUARE.We all went to KFC to order some stuff to take away cause we plan to eat it at esplanade.
On the way to esplanade,me and aini saw marina and her group of frends.haha.Now thats more cool.we have a nice talk while eating our meals.It was fun actually.I mean DAMN fun.haha.
Here comes the panic part.One of my frend get drunked.OMG.first time i have a frend who is drunked.But overall the frend of mine can handle the dizzyness of getting drunked.was damn funny.haha.Thats not all the last train stop at kranji and i have no transport to go home.So me and aini discuss bout this stuff and finally she said that alight at yisyun and take taxi.she gave me $15 for the ride.I feel bad cause shes paying for my ride.I only have $7 left.poor me.Dweeb.But anyway, i like to thank aini for the money.AINI THANK Q SO MUCH.without you i dunnoe how to go home.Maybe overnight under kranji's block.haha.i promise ill pay you back that sum of money.
I have a great day yesterday.Esplanade brings memories of me and cerry.But it was cool.soo now im going off to my beddy and hug my teddy cause i got to go already.tralalala.
Thats all folks c'ya next time.(Bluek)=P

2007-06-27T17:57:00.001+08:00

BBQ was kinda fun yesterday but it turn out quite boring when theres no water.

hehe but overall was fun tooks ome pic of it but gonna update soon dude.

so MAYBE cerry knew that i have a blog damn!!!!

Shitto if the Dweeb that she's refering it confirm its me.

cause im the ONLY Dweeb boy around here.

i try my best not to let her know but its ok cause sooner or later she will know.

TO CERRY

yes i noe that time will tell but the way u say that shes move on it feels like im just a shitto who is crazy for herbut she never reliase it.damn!It like a dream.but nah snap² reality check rite.im awake.YES IM AWAKE.

IF ONLY YOU YES YOU CERRY CAN FEELWHAT I FEEL......NAH.forget what i wanna say cause no point of telling why im crazy for you but.....nvm thanks anyway.

1st i have a bad life since jan 2nd my fav teacher had a big accident in NZ now bout cerry.next mayb world war with family or frends.....wat is this CAN SOMEONE YES ANYONE HELP ME....Damn i cant believe im crying rite now.....The truth will tell in 5 month time.ill be waiting.God please help me...

Thats all folks the DWEEB boy got to go...Bye

2007-06-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

Shocking news

Read it to believe it

may be some cckss student know about it

S'porean student

crashes into

icy-cold NZ lake

Accident happen near popular resort

Rescuers pull all 4 female student

Others recovering in hospital

An outing in a retend car turned into tragedy for a Singaporean student and her three female friends in New Zealand.

On Thursday afternoon,The mazda,believed to be driven by Singaporean Nur Haryani Mohd Hatta,24 plunged into Lake Wanaka in Otago,killing Ms Veronica Lee May Tan 20, a Malaysian.Ms Nur Haryani and the two others a 23-year-old Malaysian and a 22-year-old Chinese-were injured and sent to hospital

They did not suffer any life-treatening injuries.Allfour are international student at Otago University.Two of them are expected to be realeased from hospital today, said a unversity spokesman,Thogh it is unclear which two.Lake Wanaka is apopular tourist ski resort.

A Dunedin Hospital spokesman told The New Paper this morning taht ms Nur Haryani is currently in the oethopaedic ward and is "progessing favourably".

UPSIDE DOWN

Wanaka Volunteer Fire Brigade station officer Dave Little told The Press taht the car plunged down a 120m bank at about 12.30 and was summerged upside down in a metre of water."the girls were out on the beach when we got there."he said.

Mr Little said a group of passing motorist triedunsuccessfully to resuscicate one of the girls before emergency services arrieved, and helped get the injured women out of the vehicle.Recuers had to scrumble down using ropes and harnesses, where they met the jetboat that transported the girl's body out."It was hard to know whats going on,there was that much cnow around," he said.MrMark davy, 21, who was aomong a group of British tourist who rescued the injured girls, told the Otago Daily Times: "We were the second at the scence and saw the caes, so i went to try to help the girls out of the car."They were very cold,weak and in alots of pain."

He had scrambled down through dence bush to recue them.He and his companion too the women to their van while waiting for the ambulance to arrive.He also wrapped them in extra clothes and sleeping bags.The women wuffered abdominal,back and neck injuried.The ambulance arrived 30 minutes after the accident.The three survivors were sent to Dunstan Hospital.Acting Sergeant Emma Fleming of the Wanaka Police told The New Paper this morning that ms Nur Haryani was believed to have been driving.She asid taht the police have yet to interview the survivors.

STILL IN SHOCK

"We can't speak (to them) untill they are better and recovered," she said.Asource told The New Paper That Ms Nur Haryani,who turns25 this December, had graduated from Nanyang Technological University.The source said taht she was in shock after the accident.Lake Hawea fire cheif Doug Brenssell told local newspaper that teh car was trvelling uphill about 10km south of Makarora on state Highway 6 heading to Hawea."They basically just lost it, went across the road, into the scrub into the lake," he said."the survivors were lucky other people were driving by,otherwise you wouldn't see them untill the snow melted," Mr Brenssell said.The car was reportedly a rented 1996 Mazda Familia.A spokeman from the Ministry of Foreign Affair told The New Paper last night that the ministry and teh high Commission in wellington are aware of the case.He added:"We are providing the family with the necessary consular assistance."

A university spokesman told The New Paper this morning that the exams had just ended last wednesday,and it was likely taht the four women wrere out on a holiday.The car crash happend about three to four hours drive away from the university.

SAFE

She said:"The women are still in hospital at this point, but their injuries are not life-treatening and we are expecting two of them to be released today."

The spokesman said taht two of the three women have contacted their families,and that Ms Nur Haryani's family is flying over to be with her.She added:"staff from the University's International Office have been with the women at hospital and offering support, as well as sipporting the amny upset familys of the deceased student and her family."

TRANSFERRED

Pro vice-chancellor for international student at Otago University Professor Sarah Todd told The Southland Times that a beak in the wheather had allowed the three women to be transffered fromDunstan Hospital tp Dunedin Hospital on Friday."All three women are very traumatised and support staff from the university's international office are at the hospital with the student."

The university had been in touchwith the parents of Miss tan, through her aunt, Professor Todd said."We have visited the aunt, with whom Veronica was living,and staff will continue to support her and the family, doing what we can."

Thats all i got from the news paper...

2007-06-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Well whats for today.Hmm.Ican say that today is quite fun cause i did nothing.haha.okay thats not it i did sumthing today.At home doing nothing but i got clean the house i guess.quite tiring but what to do its my responsibility rite to be the youngest and the cutest.ahack.Did called cerry around 2+ but she was sleeping.Then i feel quite sad.

Around 7.30 called N1 and ask her if she wanna go jogging with me.and she say yes.haha.

I DID FINISH THE 5 LAP.I LOVE IT.But my timing was half anhour so need to improve lots on timing.Aim for 20min this coming wednesday.i can do it if i just stay positive rite.All i need is to think this way:

PAIN IS ALWAYS YOUR FIRST ENEMY.YOU NEED TO BEAT THEM THEN YOU CAN WIN YOUR SECOND ENEMY WHICH IS YOUR CHALLENGER.

I REALLY MISS YOU CERRY

Will you be mine after your 'O's cause i still have feelings towards you.

If you can feel what i feel right now it will be great but i guess u just dont

feel it cause you busy with your 'O's.ILL WAIT.ill prove to you that your still mine

and im still yours=)

CERRY THIS ONE FOR YOU

This may never start.

We could fall apart.

And I'd be your memory.

Lost your sense of fear.

Feelings insincere.

Can I be your memory?

This may never start.

I'll tear us apart.

Can I be your enemy?

Losing half a year.

Waiting for you here

I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.

Just like I imagine.

I could never feel this way.

So get back, back, back to the disaster.

My heart's beating faster.

Holding on to feel the same.

I STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY

I STILL LOVE YOU!!!!

Thats all folks c'ya next time(Dweeb)

2007-06-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

Today was quite fun but theres a boring part.but overall its fun.

Went to school this morning then reach home around 12+.Then called N1 because she wanna study with her friends and ask me along yesterday(for today).so i say ok.But it end up with N2 hais.only me N1 and N2.im kinda mad with N2 but what i get from getting mad at her Nothing so i just chill and be happy.

Met them Jurong point and walk aorund like nobody business then went to the nearest library.It was cool.and took some pic of them and not forgeting the cute boy me!haha.

N2 look very nice but just too bad ure not worth waiting.as long we are frends we be ok dude.

N1,N2 and Ryan the neighbour of destruction.haha cool

Let the photo roll the show dude.

N2 and N1

N2 and N1 again

N2

N2,Ryan and N1

N1

Nice pose both of you

Cool

Are you really nice?

Missing plaster rite?ahack

Smiley Sit!!!

Im nice or cute?

Thats all folks c'ya next time(Dweeb)

2007-06-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm its been a long time i never update my bloggy² baby.

Ok first thing first i miss my mum because shes away 1 or 2 weeks.

Thanks mum for letting me stay in spore.

So i wun be M.I.A otey?ahack

Miss you loads

Next i miss all my friends very the much.N2 i just dont understand you dude.you once say that u love me and the next thing you got a bf.this is why i dont really like to mixed with neighbour.it will bring lots of memories.even if its good or bad.Damn!but anyway congrat.may you live happy ever after with him dude.its ok we'll be friends i mean just friends ok.Now thats better.

On 12 june i went out with thir my ol'pal and my cute lil sis.we went to jurong point and it was fun to max!!!cool.we went to many² store but best of all is Toys R'us.cool.i want to buy R.C drift car its super hot.i saw this monster truck R.C.And the best part is that its in blue in colour and there's my fav no on it 12.Now thats cool.

Took a few photo down the journey ahack...ok let the photo do the rolling otey...so enjoy guys

Ive become so Numb

What a pose Yan

Ive becoming this,i cant feel you there.

My cute lil sister

Whats with the wording thir?

Cookie anyone?

Yummy² cookie

Bret heart junior?

Lil iryan is the name.

Thats all folks c'ya next time

2007-06-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

THE DWEEB BOY IS BACK!!!!!!!!

First

Me Shaffiyan, is back to update my bloggy².yeepee

Second

Happy birthday Lil Cerry.May you have a pleasent journey ahead of you=)

Third

I miss you Guys!!!!

Well exams are finally over and i have no confident in passing my exams cause paper 2 was hard to the MAX...but thank god i did finish the paper...ok lah a lil confident about 12% can?

For the pass few days ive found new friends and i called them N1 and N2.both stayed near to me.N1 stayed at 171 N2 stayed at 172 and i stayed at 176.all of us been living in that area for hmm...less then 10 but more then 5 years.but ive only saw N1 once in blue moon but not N2....shocking rite?buts thats the fact.haha.They are nice cool and fun too.just like my other friends.cool rite.

for the past two days i went overseas(malaysia)haha.its was fun esp going with my Lil funtastic kids mamat and iffah.mamat ure so cute.eeee.oh like uncle like....urgh?nvm haha but i think im cute can?haha.

Like FINALLY, i get to watch Spiderman 3.yeepee.watch the dvd version it was clear to the MAX!cool.then watch sherk 3 halfway truh then need to pack bag and leave. =(.But overall i did enjoy my weekend there.cool.

~~Iryan~~ change to Riyan

so thats all folks c'ya next time peace =P

2007-05-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

LIL HI LIL LOW FREND

JUST WANNA LET YA KNOW THAT IM A BIT BUZY STUDYING FOR MY EXAMS

SOO ILL UPDATE MY BLOG AFTER MY EXAMS (JUNE 4) CAN?

MUACK!!!!

BYE!!!

2007-05-17T04:03:00.000+08:00

Ive finally pimp my blog by myself.yeepee!!!.Independent at last.

ive change my blog song which is actually a old song.that song i dedicate to lil cerry from last year.im kinda miss her badly but what to do.all i can do now is pray for her wellness and hope that she never get sick on her exams.altough she does not know that ive a blog just wish her good luck for her 'O'.SHIT now im missing her badly.i feel like crying right now.should i cry?no i cant cry im a big boy.big boy dont cry right?ok yan you need to chill.

Whatever it is just wanna say this to cerry:

I STILL LOVE YOU
I STILL MISS YOU
I MISS YOUR TOUCH

I MISS YOUR HUG AND KISSES

MOST OF ALL I MISS THE SWEET MEMORIES OF YOU AND ME.

If theres a lil star, ill try to make a wish again.ill wish to watch the movie pirates of currybean with you.lets just wish that i can watch that movie with you.

im just fine moving foward cerry.Just fine.

Ok thats all folks cya next time

2007-05-16T10:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm today i didnt go school but im going out later with Giler.Go beach road buy stuff for cerry's brother.Cant wait to meet Giler.ahack.remind mi of the No 15.shh i cant tell anything about the no 15.its a secret!!!.haha.cool 1 Giler.

Are you guys ready?cause if you are im ready to tell you guys what happen yesterday.COOL....

Yesterday went to school around 12+ cause need to catch up with my P.I.E lesson..but it was cancel so i met my frends at simei mrt station cause me and my frend are joining track and field.isnt it cool.kk.after i reached simei,i called my frend but he didt pick up the call.i called about 3 times haha.then when i whenout of the station and i turn to my left i saw them standing around a tree.stupid me go call .damn funny.then we proceed to simei ITE.Like finally i can go there.WOOHOO.

The school is so cool to the max.shh dont tell simei student about this.haha.me and my frend went to cafe 2.the cafe its air conditioning.cool.ahhhh.relax at last haha.our TNF starts at 4 but we reach simei at 2+.all because my frend want to see girls down there.haha.hmm i can say that

the girls down there are quite pretty and cute.Quite only.haha.oh yah my frend bought this waffles and its was so thick.i mean DAMN thick.haha.Nice too.and cool too.haha

Then around 3+ we went toilet to change up i took pic of me and steelix.kk.this is the best part 1 of my frend took off his uniform to change up then another frend of mine saw his armpit hair and then he sae this "serunding punye belambak".haha.well at first i dunnoe whats the meaning of serunding cause all i know is that serunding is a food thingy.then one of my frend say that serunding=armpit hair.haha.all of my frends in the toliet laugh our ass out especially me and steelix.cool.

Then our training has started.we warming up by running around the track for 3 rounds.then the teacher ask for those who are middle distance runner to run 8 rounds.i was like .........but i did finish the 8 round with yat my frend.one of the college central guy was damn fast.when i was in my fifth lap he finish the 8 round.fast right?yeah.DAMN fast.after the 8 round we has a lil workout by walking for the 1st 100m then sprint for 100m then jog for 100m and sprint for 100m.we did it for 3 set.we rest for 10 min then for the last one.

The last one was most fun moment for me hehe.we have a 400m race.well starting i was 3rd then i overtake one boy and the fast boy.so came in 1st but when my last 50m that fast boy sprint so i came in 2nd.But i nearly beat him.his timing was 66 sec and mine was 68.

2 sec diffrent.i just need to train hard and play hard.haha.Btw there was like 15 boys who runs middle distance and i was the only boy who representing the A division for middle distance runner.the rest is B division.cool me alone ahack.

Saw my ol'pal tommy *wonder* why all many of the dragon boat people took off their shirt when they are running?wanna show their body?hmm.their body was cool.nevermine one day my body gonna be like them.but more cool then them.haha

After the training we went home to chill and relax haha.well when we in the bus,(btw the bus was pack)theres this one boy get his hand stuck at the door.he was like shouting"MY HAND MY HAND"me and my frends was like laughing at him.HAHAHA.very bad of me.but i was too tired to help him.just laugh my ass out of him.haha.then me and steelix took the train home the train was pack so we bounce back to pasir ris to get a nice and heaven sit.AT LAST can sit.ARHH.heaven at last:PBoth of us slept in the train but luckily when we open our eys its JURONG EAST.so i change train but steelix went down at lakeside.

After i reached home, i have a nice shower and called Giler to ask her out go bangkit pasar malam but she cant.so its ok.Out of the blue thir called and ask me out go pasar malam.i was like yeepee.but very tiring from my house go bangkit by walking.my legs was like......but nevermind i enjoy walking:P....

so many things to buy so me and thir plan to buy what we want to buy on saturday.i must save about $28.buy belt and bag:P

we ate RAMLEE BURGER *yummy*

chill under his block and have a nice chat.haha.talk about spiderman when i dunnoe anything about it cause i haven watch it lah!!!ehehe.around 10+then we went off. he go there i go home haha.i called Giler and we have a nice chat.was fun talking to her actaully.shes cute:P

after talking i went to ZzZzZzZzzz.

So people todays lesson we learn a new word:

serunding=armpit hair.

HAHA

Thats all folks cya next time:P

*missingcerry*

2007-05-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

Its midnight and im writing not about todays happening but last two days which is 12 of may......well first im a bit sleepy but i have to carry on to make the show interesting.haha.zzz.kk

On the 12 may me and my sis went to bugis to buy some stuff.i brought cerry watch and not fogetting mine too.haha.it cost 18 bucks but the lady give me discout and i only need to pay 30.cool.i took photo of myself when im out!!!.its damn nice.kk.Actualli me and sis wanna go bras basah to check out my future to be guitar but that shop closed.(Dweeb).

So we went to Raffles link to chill out.i ate some burgers at burgerking dude.and guess what.Smiely has a new outfit show ya later.after of after chilling out,we went home.haha.

cool right smiley with spidey outfit

Ok thats all folks cya next time.

zzzzZZZzzZZzzZZZzZzZ

2007-05-09T19:14:00.000+08:00

Like finally i go out with you Giler and Naqiah.My primary schoolmate.Have a great time going out with them haha.NICE!

Hmm quite nervous at first cause first time since 4 years meet up?haha.Anyway when did the last time we went out as in really going out?NEVER.haha.both of them look like cool.Giler and Naqiah both of you have grown.cool.But still im more taller.Ehehe.

Went with them at bp for a while cause Giler wants to buy linkin park new album

(Minutes to Midnight)

PLAY SAFE GILER?

Haha

Then proceed to lot 1 cause Naqiah want to find sports shoe for floorball.did i say floorball?Naqiah im in floorball too, so see you when simei meet macpherson.

Giler and me and may be Naqiah havent had Lunch so we find food to refill our "tanks"haha.Giler wants to eat at pizza but i forgot to bring my student card.so its cancel.(Sorry Giler).It took us like few minutes to dicide where to eat so TINK*.Finally its Long John.haha.So we went Long John.After they order their meal its my turn yeepee.i ordered Combo 1 with additional 1 piece chicken and extra fries.cost about 7 bucks.

Thats normal for me and my ol' pal thir when we ate at long john.kinda miss him and must go out with him any of the next two weeks so get ready and save money thir and me.WE"RE GOING OUT.haha.oh ya when im at long john it brings memories of me and cerry.that time she had sore throat and ask me to help her with her english oral cause the next day she have english prelim so i helped her.Trust me her voise is So rock and cute i like it veruy much! really.how i wish she have that voice for the rest of her life.nah thats bad for her.haha.kk back to the story,while i was dreaming of the memories that crime partner of mine(giler)took a snapshot of me.argh i get to know when we are out of the long john.haha.u can be a spy dude.

Then the three of us was damn bored cause its still early to go home.so i planned go causeway but i tell them lets go westmall.whats up with that.when inside mrt then i realise i was wrong.(Dweeb me).haha.

When we reach westmall,we just wonder around like nobody business.haha.around 5+ we went home.I saw my ex JOJO.but she didnt notice me.maybe im too cute to be notice(0.0)haha.Giler and Naqiah went bp to find some stuff and for me i proceed to where i belong HOME SWEET HOME

And not to foget both of you in ite just like me.The best part is that im from CENTRAL,Giler from WEST and Naqiah EAST.wooo.so which 1 of us is the best?haha.everyone of us is the best.

Giler and Naqiah,Thank Q for Today.Hope to go out with you guys again.

You guys rocks espcially Giler

Thats all folks c'ya next time (Dweeb)

2007-05-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

RELIEVE at last.wanna know why?my teacher told me that ill not get debar IF i finish my test on piping because on last friday i didnt turn up for school cause im starting to get sick.

I think its because of that apple juice i drank on friday.i bought the big box and finish it up all.cause i was super duper thirsty and i drank like a SUPER DUPER SUMO(watch it b4?)Ahaha.i burp like a sumo dude.(at least i tink im cute).joking onli although its true.

Soo Thanks Applejuice for being bad cause i have a 3 days pain in the ass.but also thanks for being good cause it helped me save up my money.haha by not going out for 2 days.

But sunday morning was the worst of all.i feel like im somebody else.let me recall(<<<<<<<) oh yah David blaine.wanna know why, cause once i woke up from my pain in the ass dream n wishing it was gone,i feel i can levitate.haha.its quite serious although some of you guys think its funny.(i also laugh at my self to haha)But its true for me lah.but a while only then the next few second i collapse.feel very terrible to the max.And the worst part is that everytime i cough,i feel like theres sandpaper in my chest.the pain was horrible till now just being strong :)

I was hoping to watch spiderman 3 with cerry but she wants to go out with her frends.so i let her be... although its been a WISHING STAR for me to go out and watch SPIDERMAN 3 with her.But as always the star never shine.But she planned to watch PIRATES OF CURRYBEAN.Hope that shes free on that day.HOPEFULLY .......=)

Okay thats all folks cya around folk(Dweeb)

2007-05-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

Like FINALLY ive pimp my blog.haha.and thanks to nuraida bte mohammad.wanna know who she is?shes my primary schoolmate and its like after 4 years then we meet again.cool.she always let me read her archie comics when in primary school.cool right.she called me belo and i called her gler.

Today and yesterday i feel damn sick.But after taking panadol i feel better as ever.

Glad that never go out for this past two days.save money dude.and to cerry i like to sae im sori for the email.Cause i was sick and read ur email was making me more sick but ill get over it.

Not so much to talk about for today and yesterday

So thats all folks cya next time.

Parkway Parade Madness!!!

2007-05-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

I went Parkway Parade today with thir and my cute sis and her boyfrend.woohooo.enjoy myself there.hmm the story begins like this:

Thir watched spiderman 3 early in the morning with his frends at westmall.im at home in my wonderland(zZzZzZ)haha.i woke up at 11.12.So i helped my mum in the morning,clean the house and go shop buy some stuff.

Then aroud 2+ my sis called and ask my out.At first, she plan to go fishing but the sky look sad and wanna cry but it didnt.So we last minit plan go marina.

On the way to marina, we fecth thir at "eeewww tea".Haha.cool huh.

Out of sudden my sis boyfrend plan to go Parkway Parade.i was like "cool lets go there"cause i nvr been the since i was 5.hehe.

Finally Parkway Parade here i come.took photo there lots and lots of photo.but too bad i dont have usb port so cant transfer.if i found my usb port then i put the pic i took okay.=)

i went to this levis shop and topman.i want levis jeans and topman shirt.cool.

After walking while eating FAMOUS AMOUS cookies(yum yummy),we went to banquet.Me and thir ate BAN MIAN cool huh.but i still prefer vivo banquet BAN MIAN.

After finish eating,as always,we went to toilet but this time since i brought my cam guess what,we took photo in the toilet like nobody business.cool huh.sweet pose thir

Still think of cerry on why she never go parkway parade with me but went with that guy:(

will i shake this off,pretend its all ok?

Anyway i enjoy myself today.thanks cute sis and bestfrend of bestfrend thir and not to forget my sis boyfrend

YOU GUYS ROCKS!!

Thats all folks cya next time.

About a boy who loves a girl

2007-04-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

This vacation's useless

These white pills aren't kind

I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive

I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9

And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights

I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have

The days have come and gone

Our lives went by so fast

I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor

Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

Those notes you wrote me

I've kept them all

I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall

With every single letter in every single word

There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say

Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me

Will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay

That there's someone out there who feels just like me

There is

GiG fun like hell

2007-04-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun but let me share my story in the morning first.

Well i helped my sis in the morning and we were having lots of fun.Then she come out with that lil girl story of her feelings not into me anymore.i was like sad in the first place but i got over it when i think that she's had someone better than me.[[like Whatever!]]Both me and my sis share lots of probz like family,relationship,religion and future.haha cool sis.

I LOVE MY SIS VERY² THE MUCH!!

Then when we got home after work i ask my sis out with me and my frend go GIG.she say nah.she planning to go out with someone else[wonder who izit huh]]Ehehe.so i go out on my own.I met my other three frends at P.S.i was lost at first then came from no where they are right in front of me.haha.After enjoying around the P.S like nobody business,we proceed to marina and guess what,we took MAXI CAB whoohoo.For the first time in my life, i ride a Maxi CAB.Each person only pay $1 cool huh.so total up is $4.

Shit i forgot the place name but its near to superbowl.my frend band played very the very damn nice.[[rock on brothers!!]].the last song they play is Holy diver from Dio.the vocal is soo hot.the voice like the real vocal of Dio.cooll.

After the GIG we go Esplanet!But after we reach there 2 of my frend gone home.then left me n my bestfrend.We ate a delicious fantacious(got such word meh?) muffin.Damn to the max niceto the fulllest!!!.she plan to meet marina n wati(the non-stop noiz maker).fun to know them.

so we met them at polar express toot toot.wanna noe whats coool i bought COTTON CANDY.i love them emmmm...yummy² gummy.

about 11+ we took the train n went home.im always the last one who reach my station.haha.
Mr lonely as usual.haha.i saw my ex cckss schoolmate.we have a lil chat on the lrt.the time is 12+ when i reach home.i have a nice bath and then POOP im in bed.ZZZzZzZZzZ

Yesterday was a ROCK ON DAY.Thanks sis and frends
<=)

Thats all folks cya next time!!

And remember to ROCK ON.

Shocking result

2007-04-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hey there!hmm to day was a fun day for me cause i pass my test on Metrology!!!

im the secondperson who get FULL marks!!congrat Yan.u prove them wrong.yeepee.

im quite tired cause just now we have some stuff to do at workshop.i didnt finish my job cause im helped my frend first then me and my other frend do togethers.[we're a team steelx!]]ehehe.

me and my class have lunch at 12. Me and other 2 of my frend play C.S a while before going to class at 1. i was quite surprise by how i played.[[lucky i got flashlight]].haha.2 againts 1.im on my own and in the end i win the game. woohoo.

yesterday was a hard dae but today i put the bad tings behind and move on with life.

cool huh.

everything went Quite Ok.[[lucky me]]

Should i ask her out for a movie?what if she say No?and what if she say Yes?what should i DO?

MY HEART BEAT FAST FOR YOU.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

LIL CERRY?

Thats all folks c'ya next time!

Good and bad day

2007-04-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

Today lesson was quite fun but it turns out to be boring when we go home at 4.hais i did finish the workpiece.woohoo.congrat!!!

Wanna noe wats the best damn thing of the day?i take a free bus.YEAH.dont need to pay how cool right..lucky me.

i did go to her blog and notice that she have time for him.write bout him n his band.i was quite jealous but i guess it was not worth it.Btw congrat to his band.And wow they came in second.cool.hais how i wish i can make my own band.[[One day Boi,One day!]]

About the bad things happen today is once i reach home my bro in law ask mi to call my cute lil sis.So i did call her.she told mi that mum was angry at me cause i didnt do housework.poor her,she also got scolding on behalf of me.[[sorry sis]]...

i didnt argree wit my mum cause i DID the housework...but she told my sis that my bro in law did the housework.Mum saes im a lazy ass dump.

i feel realli sad right now and the worst part is that i get a "present" from my mum when i knew i clean the house.All the credit goes to my bro in law[[congrats bro,congrats!]].Mum i wish u could see wats inside mylife is...full of sadness,loneliness,hate,jealous, and im just a lil heart break kid who just lost sumting precious in his life.

well i guess the moral of the story ish that [[Dont be to exited bout sumting cause you never know the good thing will turn out to be a disaster]]

:(lazy ass dump):

Beat very fast

2007-04-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

Well today was lost and found day.i lost my frend on the way for recess den i found them after the recess.ehehe.

The song 'sampai menutup mata' was soo cool

But theres this song that make go mad like a boy lost his girlfriend.haha.wanna know whats the title of the song?

JANJIKU BY SOFAZ

Listen to it soo nice..

Im kinda miss lil cerry but will she miss me like i miss her?

wheres the ans to that ques?

she did reply my message but went she reply my heart beat very² fast.

Isit a happy beat or a shocked beat?

maybe i see whats going down....just another few more month and we'll see how it goes?

hope she feel better....hais.......argh!!!!!!!

Shud i ask her out for a movie?[spiderman3]

will she sae yes or no?.....we'll find out soon.

Late wake up!!!!

2007-04-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today i was late for school,By right i must reach school by 8.30 BUT i wake up at 8.Ehehe.i was rushing like a roadrunner.cool huh.i reach school at 9+ and didnt go class cause cant take the teacher NAGGING so i wait till 10 at the canteen for their tea break then i join the class.

Then wen at class,i was so shocked that my attandance was damn poor.im going to get Debar argh!!!!.provided if i come school everyday.cool right innocent face but a PONTENG KING haha.

Then we have S&W and it was quite boring cause many ppl dicth that lesson haha BORING?maybe.im joining the track & field and hopefully got to represent college central...

So MEDAL here i come!!!...

i have a nice sleep at the bus 154 and when i open my eyes it was my STOP.luckily the door still open fuh!Today rain like snow i love it but too bad cant play in the rain cause im using my bro shoe..

Thats all folks catch ya later..

Vroommmmmm

Ready Get Set GO!!!!!!

2007-04-22T13:22:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps ive finally got a blog wohooo

Share about yesterday life.

Yesterday was not well plan for mi,my sis,bro and cerry.everyting was gone mad.ive gt mood swing yesterday(i guess).But i dint show it 2 them cause they also like face down.cerry saw her ex and was like happy 2 the MAX.i was quite jealous but what to do she and me are just frends.

How i wish i can tell her how much n how to deal with her love.i realli miss her but ive got to wait right?hmm

And btw i like 2 tnks my retardarse frend for helping mi with some stuff.tnks ya!!!

k den untill here my peeps......:)

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